“God does not have to forgive, because it is impossible for him to be angry”

A constantly recurring feature of all the revelations which filled my soul with wonder as I diligently observed it, was that our Lord God, as far as he himself is concerned, does not have to forgive, because it is impossible for him to be angry. It was shown that the whole of life is grounded and rooted in love, and that without love we cannot live. So to the soul, privileged by grace to see deeply into the marvelous goodness of God, and to see that we are eternally united to him in love, it is absolutely impossible that God should be angry. Anger and friendship are mutually opposed. And he who mitigates and eliminates our anger and makes us humble and gentle, must surely need himself to be loving, humble, and gentle. And that is the opposite of anger.

It is quite clear that where our Lord is, peace reigns and anger has no place. I could see no sort of anger in God, however long I looked. Indeed, if God were to be angry but for a moment we could not live, endure, or be! Just as we owe our existence to God’s everlasting might, wisdom, and goodness, so by these same qualities are we kept in being. And though we wretches know from our own experience the meaning of discord and tension, we are still surrounded in every conceivable way by God’s gentleness and humility, his kindness and graciousness. I saw quite clearly that our eternal friendship, our continuing life and existence is in God.

The same eternal goodness that keeps us from perishing when we sin keeps on giving a peace which offsets our own anger and wrong-headed falling. It makes us realize with a genuine dread what is our real need; it urges us strongly to seek God and his forgiveness; by God’s grace it makes us want salvation. We cannot be safe and happy until we know real love and peace: that is what salvation is. Even if we, through our own anger and wrong-headedness, do have to go through hardship and discomfort and trouble, which are the outcome of our blind weakness, we are still kept safe and sound by the mercy of God, so that we do not perish. But there will be no joyful salvation or eternal happiness until we are completely at peace and in love. In other words, until we are wholly content with God, his actions, and decisions; until we are in love and at peace with ourselves, our fellow Christians, and with all that God loves. Love is like that. And it is God’s goodness that effects this in us.

Thus I saw God to be our true peace, who keeps us safe when we are anything but peaceful, and who always works to bring us to everlasting peace. So when, by the action of his merciful grace, we are made humble and gentle, we are indeed safe. The soul, when it is really at peace with itself, is at once united to God. No anger is found in God. And I realized that when we are in complete and loving peace there is no opposition to God, or any sort of resistance such as we put up now. Indeed the goodness of our Lord turns all this to our profit. The troubles and sorrows, caused by our perversity, the Lord Jesus takes, and lifts up to heaven where they are transformed to things of delight and pleasure greater than our heart can think or tongue can tell. And when we get there ourselves we shall find them waiting for us changed into things of beautiful and eternal worth. God is our sure foundation. And he is going to be our fullest bliss, and even as he himself is in heaven so will he make us—unchangeable!

Dame Julian of Norwich

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5 Responses to “God does not have to forgive, because it is impossible for him to be angry”

  1. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! Look at the kitty cat! I ❤ cats!

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  2. mary benton says:

    Fr. Aidan-
    Where is the quote from? (I have wanted to read some of Julian’s life/writing but don’t know where to start?) Thanks.

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    • Fr Aidan Kimel says:

      Mary, I’m afraid I cannot provide chapter and verse. I found the citation here. It’s apparently from the Clifton Wolters’s translation of the Divine Showings.

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  3. Tracy McCollough says:

    She is such a wondrous and beautiful gift to all who read her writings…

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  4. I re-read the Showings within the last year, and was often left in deep awe over Lady Julian’s insights. In many places, I found her much more congruent with Eastern Christian thought than with the Catholicism of her time. But most of all, her sense of wonder at God’s goodness — given that she lived in a time of plague and strife — was humbling and challenged my own sense of “poor me” in the wake of some very real tragedies. Praise God that she decided to write down her visions and reflections, rare for a woman of her times.

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